Ghost from the past, stop chasing me...
Quit from being my shadow....
Leave me alone....
I am sick and tired of being a coward.
Ghost from the past,
I am drowning...
because of you, I've lost me..
Teach me how to trust once again...
Teach me to open my heart...
Teach me how to love again....
Teach me to live without you.....
-I want to live-
Dear Mr Past,
If you think you are THAT Good
Then be happy....
If you think I'd chose you because of your physical attribution,
You have no rights on me
My misery is your happiness,
and that was it all about since the day we were together
If you think you were there
when God almost took me away
then be happy, you're Good indeed...
If you were there to console me on that tragic night
Of blood and my suffering... you WEREN'T there...
You're the best.. be happy
If you think you are THAT good
I'd walked away because I did THINK about it..
My bad, I'd failed to discover you..The Very Good person.
Appreciate that Trophy of yours... For when I was leaving... I THINK TWICE before I did. I am sure I did =)
I started to lose my sanity..for unknown reason. I started chasing him away from me.. for unknown reason.. I am afraid of losing, hurting..failing... I am afraid of loving for loving may be painful at times.
I am afraid...
The sun wasn't so generous,
The moon was unwilling to show its' face,
Her heart was possessed by the darkness,
Longing for the light to brightened pieces of a broken hope.
Life was nothing but an empty space,
She existed under the dark-sunny day,
Feeling nothing but numbness,
Her soul had stopped living.
It was the day for her suffering to fade away,
She smiled weakly the fate awaiting her,
She had lost the meaning and love of her life,
Her heart was rotten inside,"Take my soul, I'm coming to meet you"
Now, she is no longer there,
Her misery had faded away,
But her tale will never perish,
She is the lady in the cold-bright day...
It feels awkward to be who I am right now...
It's just freaking fun and exciting.
You know what?? I'm done with you..
All the burden, torment, confusion,
Have gone away...
Its freakin' awkward to say this...
But it's a relief.
I' done with you...
Good Bye N..
I'm done with you!!