Ghost from the past, stop chasing me...
Quit from being my shadow....
Leave me alone....
I am sick and tired of being a coward.

Ghost from the past,
I am drowning...
because of you, I've lost me..

Help me,
Teach me how to trust once again...
Teach me to open my heart...
Teach me how to love again....
Teach me to live without you.....

-I want to live-

Dear Mr Past,

Be Happy,
If you think you are THAT Good
Then be happy....

Be Happy,
If you think I'd chose you because of your physical attribution,
THINK again,
and smile..

Be Happy,
You have no rights on me
My misery is your happiness,
and that was it all about since the day we were together

Be Happy,
If you think you were there
when God almost took me away
then be happy, you're Good indeed...

Be Happy,
If you were there to console me on that tragic night
Of blood and my suffering... you WEREN'T there...
You're the best.. be happy

Be Happy,
If you think you are THAT good
THINK again...

I'd walked away because I did THINK about it..
My bad, I'd failed to discover you..The Very Good person.

Be Happy!!
Appreciate that Trophy of yours... For when I was leaving... I THINK TWICE before I did. I am sure I did =)

I started to lose my sanity..for unknown reason. I started chasing him away from me.. for unknown reason.. I am afraid of losing, hurting..failing... I am afraid of loving for loving may be painful at times.

I am afraid...