The urge of living.

Life has never been simpler.. Well, i'm not quite a blogger anyhow.. I'll just start writing whenever I feel like I want to let out my long overload pent up emotions.. You see, I've been very busy these few weeks.. very very busy I shall say.. I have tons and tons of assignments waiting to be touched and completed.. Sometimes I wish I could have just shrink so that my lecturers can never see me. Hence, I can break away from those piling absurd head-cracking assignments... Hehehe.. but that'll be a bit ludicrous aite? =P I should set my foot back to the ground ( a very2 parched n scorching s.a ground.. Urghh!! I hate it)

but, i'm done with negativity.. Life is just is a matter of living. It is always up to us to choose whether or not to enjoy our lives and make full use of it .. Do we want to achieve anything in life or just sit and stare waiting for the angel of Death to take us away? The answer lies in your own hand.. As for me... I have made my decision..(at least I'll stick to it for now). I can picture myself in 10 years from now.. at the age of 33, I really wish that I'd finished doing my PHD. I dream of becoming an Associate Professor, Dr Noorkhazanah Kiflee.. Hihi..

See.. This is the problem with me.. I dream big.. and I do sound ambitious at times.. But I believe that there is nothing wrong with having such a high ambition.. It motivates us to keep on moving forward. It'll serve as an impetus for me to work hard and achieve what I've been craving for, SUCCESS!!! =P

God.. I feel like really flying now.. Hahaha! Everything sounds so perfect.. What a sweet reverie.. In life, there are elements which keep us balance.. It's what people call 'The Yin and Yang' of life... Despite all of those big dreams I have.. I am still coping with my 'malas' nature=P I am very tired of being here.. and honestly, the only thing which has stopped me from giving up, is my dream.. My dream is all that I have now.. and I pray that I could turn my dream into reality..

Dear myself.. Please cope with these pressures.. It'll only last for a few more months.. Brace yourself and aim high. Dream Big! That's the word (^^)

0 comments: